For many of the students who rarely, if ever, even get out of La Via (the community where La Buena Tierra is located), this day was full of new experiences and fascination. I have to say, the most hilarious experience for me was watching a mother and two kids experience novelties of their own... I was waiting outside the bathrooms for my group to use the facilities, when a mother and two kids walked up to a drinking fountain outside the bathroom. Now, this probably sounds like nothing funny is about to happen to any of you. But in a world where drinking out of la llave (the tap) is extremely dangerous and unhealthy, the concept of a drinking fountain is completely foreign to these people. The woman had no clue how to make the water come out, nor did any of them know where to put their mouths, or how to get the water streaming out to go into and stay in their mouths for them to swallow. I seriously had to consciously stop myself from laughing out loud as I watched their struggle...it is completely understandable why they had difficulties with this high-tech device. I had to remind myself that some things that are like "duh" to me are total novelties to others! After this experience I then had to enter the bathrooms to help my group use the automatic sinks and the paper towel dispensers that require you to wave your hand in front of them to have the towel come out. More novelties i tell you. They could not figure those devices out if their life had depended on it. It was a really interesting experience and a great reminder of the differences between the "world" I come from compared to the world these students live in and know.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
novelties
For many of the students who rarely, if ever, even get out of La Via (the community where La Buena Tierra is located), this day was full of new experiences and fascination. I have to say, the most hilarious experience for me was watching a mother and two kids experience novelties of their own... I was waiting outside the bathrooms for my group to use the facilities, when a mother and two kids walked up to a drinking fountain outside the bathroom. Now, this probably sounds like nothing funny is about to happen to any of you. But in a world where drinking out of la llave (the tap) is extremely dangerous and unhealthy, the concept of a drinking fountain is completely foreign to these people. The woman had no clue how to make the water come out, nor did any of them know where to put their mouths, or how to get the water streaming out to go into and stay in their mouths for them to swallow. I seriously had to consciously stop myself from laughing out loud as I watched their struggle...it is completely understandable why they had difficulties with this high-tech device. I had to remind myself that some things that are like "duh" to me are total novelties to others! After this experience I then had to enter the bathrooms to help my group use the automatic sinks and the paper towel dispensers that require you to wave your hand in front of them to have the towel come out. More novelties i tell you. They could not figure those devices out if their life had depended on it. It was a really interesting experience and a great reminder of the differences between the "world" I come from compared to the world these students live in and know.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
a poem ...
By Maya Angelou
I note the obvious differences in the human family.
Some of us are serious,
Some declare their lives are lived as true profundity,
and others claim they really
live the real reality.
The variety of our skin tones
brown and pink and beige and purple,
tan and blue and white.
I’ve sailed upon the seven seas
and stopped in every land,
I’ve seen the wonders of the world
not yet one common man.
I know ten thousand women
called Jane and Mary Jane,
but I’ve not seen any two
who really were the same.
Mirror twins are different
although their features jibe,
and lovers think quite different thoughts
while lying side by side.
We love and lose in China,
we weep on England’s moors,
and laugh and moan in Guinea,
and thrive on Spanish shores.
We seek success in Finland,
are born and die in Maine.
In minor ways we differ,
in major we’re the same.
I note the obvious differences
between each sort and type,
but we are more alike, my friends,
than we are unalike.
We are more alike, my friends,
than we are unalike.
We are more alike, my friends,
than we are unalike.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
trabajo nuevo
Well, long story short, Lizy was stoked about it, as was I, and was Marion. So...I wrote up a project proposal and off I went! If anyone wants to read the whole proposal, in spanish that is, let me know and I can send it your way. If not, I will try to give a basic rundown here, so you all know when I am spending my time doing these days!
The objectives of the project are to:
1) explain the history/story of La Buena Tierra, how it got started, how it functions, what it offers, etc.
2) note the changes in the community as a result of the school, and what all the school has accomplished in its ten years of existence, and
3) serve as a model for others who have interest in this type of work and who may want to start a similar school/project elsewhere.
Basically, I am going to be spending the rest of my time here interviewing everyone that is or ever was related to or associated with the school, and writing up a final project with all the information I gather.
I am super excited about this new work. To begin with, I was feeling rather unneeded and purposeless here, and this project has given me not only "things" to do during the day, but also a sense of purpose. I am also happy to be sort of working in the world of academia again - researching, organizing, writing, etc. etc. Call me a dork, but i really enjoy it. I am also really looking forward to getting more into the community of La Via, getting to know the people and their stories better, and learning what life is like for them. I'll be honest, I'm a little nervous to go door to door asking all these people if I can interview them, but I think it is going to be an incredibly humbling and learning-filled experience that will help me better understand so much of what I live every day at La Buena Tierra with the children of that community.
Okay, in classic natalie form, i've rambled enough. I just wanted to give a little glimpse into my new work. Monday starts the interviewing....we'll see how it goes!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
my dearest elena marie
I thought about the great conversations we had, just sitting around and doing nothing. I realized how much I have truly missed having deep, meaningful discussions with people who value my opinion but stretch me at the same time. I thought about the fact that I had probably laughed more in the last ten days than in the last 3 months combined. I again returned to my thoughts of how silly I was to move so far away from all the people I love and have such deep relationships with. Don't get me wrong, I am so glad I am here and am learning more than words can describe, but at the same time, I sometimes question the logic of leaving behind such phenomenal relationships! I thought about all the fun things that Elena and I had done during her time here, especially those that I might never have done on my own...
we went to a National Park: Las Lagunas de Zempoala.
It was beautiful!
(Though apparently more dangerous that it appeared...)
Here Elena is enjoying a sope and some agua de jamaica.
We had had a delightful time together, filled with lots of joy and the occasional little brawls that best friends are bound to have :) I loved it all. It was a time filled with lots of nature, great conversation, delicious food, and unbeatable company. I was sad to be leaving my dear Elena at the airport, but had a smile on my face recognizing the blessing it had been to have her here with me.
My wandering mind was quickly shook back into reality when I entered the metro station and saw the THOUSANDS of people trying to cram onto the trains. Luckily, Mexico City has something right, and during peek hours divides metro cars between those for men and those for women and children. I was very grateful for this fact as I spent the next hour with my body smashed up against several women. Luckily, being tall, at least my head is above everyone else and I have the chance to breath, albeit the most polluted air in the world. I arrived safe and sound back at the MCC Office and soon headed off to take care of some things for my Visa.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
who knew "rain days" existed
so, when i came to work in a school in mexico i'll be honest, the following thought did go through my mind - "bummer, no snow days for me this year." little did i know things like "rain days" would exist! we did not have school today. we canceled classes because of the rain. most of the school is outside, minus the classrooms (which themselves leak water through the ceilings). and to have to carry child after child after child to the bathroom in the pouring rain is not exactly fun. the school is right in the middle of La Via (the street/community) and the students from the one side of the Via could hardly even have come if they had wanted to: the "street" was a giant mudhole that was basically impassable. So given all this, the director decided to cancel school for today. The hilarious part is...only three students ever even showed up that we had to turn away! The last time it was rainy only 15 of 45 students came....today only 3. I never knew rain could have such an impact on a school day.
needless to say, when i got home i took a warm shower and take a mug of hot tea. i intend to spend the rest of the day under my covers reading or watching a movie. it shall be delight. (even though i still don't have clean socks to keep me warm...) stay tuned for a blog about the delightful last two weeks with my first visitor!!!
Saturday, January 16, 2010
where everybody knows your name...
Now this story in and of itself is not that exciting. But this morning on my way out, i ran into Angel on the street, a teenager that lives in La Via and helps out at the Buena Tierra just because he wants to. Later I bumped into Zaira, Angel's sister, who works at the Kinder with me for scholarship to attend beauty school. And Wednesday as I was walking the hour walk home from language class, I ran into Sabrina (teacher/secretary at BT) and her daughter waiting in line at the zocalo to attempt a pass at the (weird) ice skating rink.
These are just a few examples of the incredible fact that here in Cuernavaca, in a city of one million people, where I have only lived for 4 months and feel that I know next to no one, pretty much every time I leave the house I run into someone I know on the street. I am constantly amazed by these encounters. Granted, Cuernavaca is no HUGE place like Mexico City, but still, one million is pretty big, and it is incredible to me that I see so many people that I know when I'm just wandering about the city. I find it a blessing and a bright spot in my day. In a city, and country, where i often find myself feeling very lonely, these rendezvouses remind me that i am not alone, and that i have built many more relationships than i might even realize. although its not everybody, its nice to feel like i'm in a place where at least lots of people know my name :)
p.s. in 6 days there will be one more person in this place that knows my name ... elena comes on friday !!! i'm so incredibly stoked ...
Sunday, January 10, 2010
holiday fun that was had
Saturday December 12, 2009 5:56 a.m.
I am startled awake by blaring trumpets and harmonizing voices. Momentarily I am confused, but then remember my family's warning ever since I arrived here that on this date, a mariachi band would begin to play at 6 am at my neighbors' house. Although slightly not pleased to be awakened at such an hour on a Saturday, I lay in bed awake for the next hour, thoroughly enjoying the music I was being serenaded with, that I have finally (with some effort) learned to genuinely love. It was the start of the Dia de la Virgen de Guadalupe, one of the most important icons of the Catholic faith here in Mexico. On this date, millions from all over the country make the most important pilgrimage of the year to the Basilica of Guadalupe in Mexico City...supposedly over six million went this year. Although I did not attend these festivities, my family and I did go to the church named after her here in Cuernavaca were there was a big fair and lots of flowers. Check out the pics to see what it was like:
p.s. bottom left is me eating the deliciousness of an empanada de arroz con lecheThursday December 17, 2009 6:00 pm
As I sat and watched the students of the primary school recite their paragraphs about different traditions Mexicans have around the holiday season (such as pinatas, candles, angels, posadas, etc.) I anxiously awaited the telling of the Christmas story that the students of the kindergarten were about to perform...wondering if 3-5 year olds could really pull this thing off. As the little ones took the stage and began gracing us with the classic tale (with a very Mexican spin...for example as maria and jose travelled to belen, they encountered puestos selling tortillas) I realized that it didn't matter how well they remembered their lines or when they were supposed to move...they were SO adorable that all I could think about was how cute they were. All in all, it was quite a success!

Friday December 18, 2009 10:30 am
I arrived running late to Lizy's house (the director of Buena Tierra) were I immediately began helping to prepare all the delicious food we were to eat that noon. After a couple hours of work, well, enjoying the beauty of cooking, all the other maestras from Buena Tierra arrived at Lizy's, where we partook in a delicious meal together. Hanging out with these women outside of school I realized what phenomenal people they are and how blessed I am to spend the majority of my time here with them. We shared not only good food, but great stories and some seriously good laughs. After the meal we exchanged gifts with those whose names we had drawn, including not only a true gift, but a "joke gift" as well. It was a good time, and a great way to end the calendar year with great company.

December 19, 2009 Mexico City, Mexico. 7:30 pm
Elizabeth and I walk off the metro to find the National Auditorium, covered in lights and pinatas, with men yelling and trying to sell DVDs and CDs of the Nutcracker. It was the start of my Christmas season. Wearing a green dress, red scarf, and best of all, a gold bow in my hair, I felt again like a little girl walking into the Stranahan Theatre with my grandma anticipating the wonders of the Nutcracker to befall me. It was a beautiful sight...full of lights, presents, Christmas trees, poinsettas, and all kinds of Christmas cheer. I thoroughly enjoyed the performance and upon leaving the auditorium, felt like I was truly ready to embrace the Christmas season!

Sunday December 20, 2009
I stumbled out of the metro into the Zocalo to find a world I never would have imagined here in Mexico. The buildings surrounding the zocalo are covered in giant decorations. Throughout the middle of the square, one can indulge oneself in any sort of snow-related activity you could imagine. Though not with the beautiful flakes falling from the sky, it is a close second. With manufactured snow, thousands of people enjoy any of the following available activities: ice skating, sledding, snowmobiles, making snowmen, or having a snowball fight. We went into the National Palace to check out Diego Rivera's murals, where we find other great Christmas decorations including the beautiful tree you see below. I was amazed at all the decorations and options of indulging snow, despite the lack of snow in the area. I decided to leave the snow for those to whom it was a novelty, figuring I would be somewhat disappointed if I had chosen to try them out. Frankly, I found it all quite hilarious!

Continuous Dates: Dec-Jan 2009-2010
Paseo de la Reforma
As we waltzed down Paseo de la Reforma one beautiful afternoon, we came across lots of nativity scenes lining the street. Made out of various materials (check out the one of cigarette cartons in the upper lefthand corner) the nacimientos were quite interesting to me. Never before seen recurring characters in these themes caught me offguard and confused me: both the devil and the woman at the well were found numerous times throughout the nacimientos. Interesting, nonetheless...

Wednesday, December 2, 2009 4:00 pm
After spending a week in Mexico City celebrating Thanksgiving and having a team meeting with all of MCC Mexico, I returned to my home in Cuernavaca, and to what, in my mind, should have been the start of "Christmas Season." Instead, I was confronted with nothing of the sort, which was quite a challenge for me. The warm weather, lack of snow, lack of family, lack of everything i've ever known to BE Christmas, caused me to feel quite disappointed and rather homesick. Facing the reality that I was going to be spending my first Christmas away from home was kind of hard to do. I spent the next two and half weeks attempting to feel Christmasy...I bought christmas movies, and listened to Christmas music on youtube. Finally, upon arriving in Mexico City, with grace of Elizabeth who humored my every obsession with tradition, I was able to truly embrace Christmas. I spent my time in Mexico City decorating the office, buying a mini Christmas tree, watching Christmas movies, baking cookies, baking cinnamon rolls (down to the green frosting) and red cake, blasting Christmas carols, and doing anything else I could think of to make it truly feel like Christmas, despite how far away from home I was. All in all, it was a success.

Tuesday December 22, 2009 6:00 pm
Elizabeth and I arrive at Marion and Ricardo's house (the MCC Reps) to babysit their 3 year old daughter Isabel so that they could go see the Ballet Folklorico. As Christmas cutout cookies were baking in the oven, there was a knock at the door, with some little kids inviting us to attend the apartment complex's posada. I was frankly stoked, because I had left the day before the posada in my neighborhood in Cuernavaca, and was sad that I wasn't going to get to experience this classic Mexican Christmas tradition. Posadas are celebrated to symbolize the trails that Mary and Joseph went through seeking a place to stay on their trip to Bethlehem before giving birth to Jesus. When we joined the posada, people were just sitting around eating and drinking. When we finally decided to "start," we walked around the apartment complex following large figurines of Mary and Jesus, carrying candles, singing songs that hardly anyone knew. Finally we arrived at a conveniently empty apartment, where half of us went inside to represent the innkeepers. What followed was a hilarious attempt at a sort of call and response between those of us outside seeking posada, and those inside as innkeepers telling us that there is no room. The hilariousness came because no one knew the words to anything and we had one booklet that was like the Bible of posadas and we had to keep passing it between the doorway for each group to sing...anyways, afterwards, like any good Mexican party, there were pinatas to be had. Three. huge ones, in fact. Instead of being full of candy, however, when the pinatas broke I was surprised to see jicama, apples, mandarins, and peanuts falling to the ground. Needless to say, Isabel loved the pinatas, and I was pleased to have experienced the festivities.

December 24, 2009 6:00 pm
We arrive at Marion and Ricardo's, myself carrying my classic Red Cake and cinnamon rolls that I just couldn't do without on Christmas Eve and Christmas morning, respectively. Marcos, his two friends from Germany, Elizabeth, Marion, Ricardo, Isabel, and myself, shared a delightful evening with delicious food. Given the state of public transportation on Christmas Eve, Elizabeth and I crashed at Marion and Ricardo's for the evening. When we awoke there were 5 handmade stockings beneath the tree. We enjoyed a delicious breakfast of homemade bread, cinnamon rolls, and of COURSE leftover red cake. After opening out stockings, us ladies headed off to the park so Isabel could play. In reality, it basically just didn't feel like Christmas at all. It is sort of as if it just never happened. But it was a good time spent with great food and good company at least. :-)

December 26, 2009 9:45 am
With backpack, passport, and confirmation number in head, I head off on the metro towards the airport. After a two hour flight, I land in the Cancun Airport. On my shuttle to the bus station in downtown Cancun, i see the Hotel Zone off to the east and remember the many times before that I have been here before, when my transportation had taken me towards that strip of high class all inclusive resorts, and for a moment have a burst of homesickness wishing my family was there with me. Instead, this time i head alone towards the bus station in Cancun, where I hop a ride to Chetumal, a city bordering Belize. 6 hours later, I arrive in Chetumal where I take a taxi to a hotel. I ask what room, then go up a flight of stairs and knock on door fourteen. Behind that door awaited my dear friend jes buller, who is serving with MCC in Colombia and who I hadn't seen in almost a year. I stayed the night with her and her family, before we headed back north the next morning. Arriving in Playa del Carmen, we had lunch with her family, then said goodbye as they continued on to the airport to go back to the states. Jes and I, then sauntered down the famous Quinta Avenida towards our hotel. A little overcome by the extreme touristy nature of the street, we were happy to find our haven in our hotel. The next three days were spent doing the following: talking, watching movies, eating ice cream, catching up on life, shopping, lying on the beach, discussing mcc life in different countries, finding awesome little eating joints off the beaten path of the touristy street of 5th Avenue, and just genuinely enjoying being with a friend. It was an extremely short visit, but it was a phenomenal visit nonetheless. In these days I am constantly reminded of how blessed I am to have such great friends, and it saddens me that I am so far away from every single one of them. It was great to just be with someone who I didn't have to explain things to and with whom I could totally and completely be myself around. oh, those three days brought me more joy and contentment that words on this blog could ever express.

Thursday December 31, 2009
I spent a lot of the day trying to decide whether or not to really take in the fact that I was in the second biggest city in the world for New Years Eve, or if all the chaos made it not worth it. In the end, I decided I didn't want to deal with the masses, and Elizabeth and I made our way over to Marion and Ricardo's for dinner and a "party." The delicious dinner consisted of Ricardo's barbequed chicken and ribs, along with other delicacies. The "party" consisted of streams and sparklers. Isabel loved it all and it was a good time. Elizabeth and I returned to the office before the metro stopped at 10:30, where we watched the Family Stone, stopping it momentarily to watch the countdown to 2010 on the TV. A tranquil, yet enjoyable new years eve. can't wait to see what the new year brings! i have NO CLUE! :)

Saturday December 2, 2009
We hopped on the metro to the end of the line, where we then got on the Light Train for almost its entirity to the end of its line. Our long trip was rewarded by the beauty of the Museum of Dolores Olmedo, a good buddy of Diego Rivero, and a very rich woman, who left her estate behind as a museum filled with lots of Diego's work, hideous dogs, and beautiful peacocks. We were disappointed to find Frida Kahlo's exhibit on a world tour. But the grounds were beautiful and it was great to see so much of Diego's smaller works since most of what I had seen of his up until then was huge murals.

After finishing up at the museum, we hopped back on the Light Train for 4 more stops to the true end of the line, where we were greeted by various persons telling us which way to go. After accepting the fact that there's no way of getting around looking like a tourist, we listened to them and followed the street down to the canals. After a little searching, we found a collective boat that we shared with about thirty other passengers, as the men on the roof pushed our boat down the canals with large sticks. Xochimilco is what remains of the canals that one made up basically the entirity of Mexico City. To compare it to Venice is a terrible mistake, as the only similarity is the concept of water and boats with people taking you on rides. The ambiance is completely different, as you can choose from purchasing elotes (corn on the cob with chile, mayo, lime, and cheese), beer with chile and lime, ice cream, chips, or plants from vendors floating down the river in boats who have to make quick maneuvers in extremely full waters to catch up with someone who wants to purchase. It is quite a hilarious scene. Mariachis tooted around on the banks, and rode up and down the canals in their own boats. You could purchase one and they would hook their boat up with yours to serenade your watery journey. Although we never chose to pay for it, our watery journey was serenaded by several mariachis we passed by, as well as the banter of the great company of two older men (and our friends for the 45 minute ride) sipping on their beers across from us in our boat. Luckily we had chosen to go on a weekend and the canal was seriously PACKED by boats, hideously decorated if you ask me, but with just great classic Mexican ambiance. good times, good times all around...

January 6, 2010 my 24th birthday 12:00 noon
I hear little kid hands pounding on my door, but i ignore it as it is a common experience as i sit in my room with the door shut. But then another sound joins the knocking, as i hear las mananitas begin to serenade me. After spending several hours reading in my room in the morning, i open the door to find my host family singing me las mananitas, the classic birthday song here in Mexico. I'm told it's time for me to come down stairs so that we can share the Rosca de Reyes, the classic sweet bread shared by all on this date. I always knew I was born on a holiday, but it wasn't until this year that I actually had to SHARE the day :) Downstairs I found my family and several of our neighbors, where we all began to share in mugs of hot chocolate. As the birthday girl, I was the first of the group to have the honor of cutting the bread, with everyone waiting to see if in my piece a little doll about one inch in size would come out. Of course, it did, which means I get the joy of the responsibility of making tamales for everyone on February 2, the next holiday coming up here in the land of holidays. In the giant rosca there were several other dolls, but the two people who got the dolls in their pieces were myself and my 20 month old host sister, of which neither of us know how to make tamales! could be an interesting feb. 2....after the festivities of el Dia de los Reyes, I decided to head off for some good alone time to enjoy the beautiful day on my birthday. I went on a walk, read tons, hit up my favorite coffee shop, and got a slice of carrot cake [though it was NOTHING like my mama's :-)] Had it been your average day, I would have said it was a great day in which I did lots of fun things. However, since it was my birthday, and i pretty much spent the whole day by myself, it was kind of lonely. I'd say my first real bouts of loneliness and homesickness hit on that day, and although that is not fun, i have to be grateful that the past five months here I have not experienced that hardly at all. thank you to all for the lovely birthday wishes in the various forms that they were delivered. they definitely brightened my day!
p.s. i cannot believe i'm 24. when i close my eyes and think about the age 24 it is an age of accomplishment and sophistication and just plain oldness that i do not feel i have arrived at! i feel so much younger than 24 and its crazy i'm so "old" already!

well now that i've completed the world's longest blog in history, i will despedir you all quickly and with few words:
i hope your holiday seasons were a delight, filled with tradition, family, and laughter.
may this new year be full of adventure, joy, and learning.

